I’m April… Here I am, not getting any younger and I feel like a lot of people… stuck, stalled, unsure of where to go. My prayer is often “Lord help me be productive today, guide me where you have me go and help me do what you have me do.” Somedays I feel like I’m on the right path but often I’m still wondering what I should do or if what I’m doing is the right thing to do. So then my prayer is “Lord send confirmation and witnesses into my path so I know I’m hearing you.” Now what? Honestly I don’t know the answer. I do know that My God is Faithful and I Trust in him for all my needs. Often when I’m discouraged and Satan is pushing every sore spot in my mind causing my emotions to feel raw I have to remind myself that I’m ok, my children and my family is ok too. God has supplied all my needs and then some, so I have to get into my bible and prayer closet to seek his will. For a long time I have struggled with putting my thoughts and life out in the public eye. I don’t want it to be said that I’m seeking glory, fame or any of that kind of nonsense but I feel like that I have been directed toward this path for sometime now. I keep trying to ignore the thoughts of writing a blog, there are a million of them. I keep thinking, do I really want to hear others’ opinions? Do I really want to open myself up to have other people say only the Lord knows what? As I think all those thoughts and more, I also know that my God says where I call you, I equip you. So none of this is me, all is my savior because without him, I am nothing. Without him I could not have made it this far. I would have given up a long time ago and honestly I have given up many times but my God has not given up on me. So I’m here to be an encourager to anyone who needs it. I know there are many in this world that fills lost and lonely. I hope you can find encouragement, entertainment and education here. I’m happy you found your way here…. Let me know how I can help.
April Ward